Sunday, March 6, 2011

Witnessing those i used to know...

Date & Time: 7th March 2011, Monday, 2.05am
Location: My messy room
Mood: Weird
Song Playing: Fishtank - What About You??

It's Monday....gosh...i can't get myself to sleep...kicking myself now for sleeping late on saturday nite and waking up late on sunday....wth....anyways....i've been at hm my whole sunday....resting, watching myself on TV, chatting, browsing thru ppl's profiles on FB and cleaning my room...Clearing up stuff in my room was like neverending and even now....there's still so many things to clear out....found a lot of weird stuff...old stuff...stupid stuff...stuff i've nvr used and stuff dat just need to be thrown away....some of the stuff got me thinking abt the ppl i used to know...or rather guys i used to know, dated some, been with....blah blah....

Let me tell you what i think...i think the reasons why almost all of them are now no longer here other than the reason 'everyone come and go' are coz we dun click....of course....i know myself....i have a weird way of thinking....dat only certain ppl cud understand....but then again...nobody can truly understand one another...but to some point, we all just do.....anyways....let me lay out some typical guys i get so irked out with....

The liars and the betrayers....the most critical....i bet dis dun just happen to guys...girls too...individuals i wud say....wen ppl lie or betray.....the sense of trust is perished...why all the drama? such a waste of time...seriously...all the lies and betrayal are so unnecessary....when we're honest with each other on most things....we all cud be happier...letting the trust build strong and firm....nobody gets hurt...we can actually help each other out in some ways....and it can also act as something dat cud let the love grow stronger....if it applies in relationships....it means...u cud both count on each other on a lot of things...coz both cud trust each other strongly....

The self-absorbed....everything is about them...selfish and self-centred....isn't this whole thing is about the BOTH of us...?? how come all i hear is 'me, i'....*shuts the mouth*....hey hey....u talk about urself too much....where the hell am i? of course it works both ways....if all the time ur the one talking....i think the other person's ear wud fall off after some time...why can't do things together...? talking takes both to play the two roles....the speaker and the listener...if ur only thinking abt yourself...why dun u go date, get into a relationship and get married to urself?

The materialist....i bet dis one happens to most of us.....guys AND girls....ever happen to you? let's see...the scene wud be....the easiest example....transportation.....girls wud fall for guys with bikes or cars....coz dat wud mean they can get to be brought around places they wanna go....but guys....heyyyy...dun be surprised....there are guys who look at this as important....wth rite...i know...i've come across this....goodness....wats up with dat? i dunno how they wud think of girls having transportations...probably its cool to have a date or a gf who rides a bike or drives a car....i wud say....well....one day wen we die....all the materials we have in this world will not follow us to the grave.....and dat is a fact...

The weak and cowardly.....i dun mean to say this so dat the guys out there can act irritatingly macho and all...well...i wud give my opinion as this....for every individual....every individual has got their weaknesses and strengths....but to those who are always afraid of this and afraid of that...simply says they wud give up easily on things....wat if there are bigger problems to face....? are u gonna go hide somewhere? if we're talking abt a relationship....when two get together, they become stronger...but if one is always weak....the other one end up fighting the battle alone....and everything else will soon crumble coz the relationship can't be strong enuf to stand....

The fickles...like make up ur damn mind...its either u want this or not....no fifty2...no hanging by the thread shit...no trying...if u want ppl to treat u fair....treat urself and others fair too....stop and think.....in doing this something, wud it make u sad, uncomfortable, hurt or other unpleasant feelings...it wud also probably make the other person feel the same way.....again...it takes two....gotta think both ways man....

The shallow-face-value-high-standards....this one's funny to me....always get me so lazy to be saying this.....everybody's born beautiful....its all about where the beauty lies and where it comes from in each and every one of us.....find the beauty in everything in the world...look deeper if u still can't see any....dun be so shallow about it.....it's such a turn-off man....

Well...dat about wraps up everything i wanna say...and i'm getting sleepy...watever it is...dun just take my word for it....afterall...all of us are humans....the world wud be a dull place if everyone's the same....in regards to relationships....do watever works for both....

~Shahida~

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