Date & Time: 3rd June 2011, Friday, 9.56pm
Location: SMU Big Steps
Mood: Sane
Song Playing: Madina Lake - Through The Pain
Sitting here eating sausage balls...watching cars passing by in front of the Singapore Art Museum....went for my treatment earlier...feel relaxed now...its Friday and i'm in town alone...it doesnt feel so bad afterall...quite calming actually...maybe i shud do dis often yea....tmr isnt a working day..so i dun have to worry abt getting hm so early tonite...just chillout and enjoy my time alone...the sounds from the water fountain feels soothing enuf...shud be gd for my relaxing mind...enjoying every minute of this...
I wonder wat everybody else is doing...probably out partying..out with their partners...out for dinner...out for a movie date...missing the feeling wen i used to have too many frens that i almost didnt have time to be sitting here alone and enjoying this peaceful scene...it seems like yesterday was just a dream...those days are over..they're just memories...buried but nvr forgotten...the ppl i used to walk with...those who have made me..and those who have destroyed me...wat are they doing now? Some probably living the life they dream of...some probably still struggle like how i am nw...well watever it is...we are who we are...we are responsible for our own actions...
Moving on..dun wanna be getting myself too carried away reminiscing abt old atories nw... Tmr afternoon i'm planning to get my kite out again..lets make it fly high shall we..hope the weather wud be on our side tmr..:D
~shahida~
