Wednesday, January 26, 2011

Witnessing me fading away

Date and Time: 27th January 2011 (Thursday) 12.55am
Location: My Lonely Room
Mood: Neutral
Song Playing: My Chemical Romance - I Don't Love You

Some might think i'm strange and weird...some might think i'm stubborn and hot headed..some might think i'm pathetic and weak...some might think i'm dumb and stupid....but i dun really pay attention to all these nonsense....judging me isnt gonna break me...or make me any different from those who say things abt me...wat makes them think they noe me better than they noe themselves...

So wat if i'm strange and weird...i'm just not into the typical and the copycats...so wat if i'm stubborn and hot headed....i'm stubborn wen i believe in the truth...and hot headed isnt really my style...so wat if i'm pathetic and weak...other ppl dunno the whole story of my life and wat right does that give them to say such...so wat if i'm dumb and stupid...everybody has their moments...that's the moment to learn our life lessons...

One by one i put off the thoughts i have in every single aspect of my life....family...friendship...relationship...socializing...work...etc etc....i've shunned myself from most of it now...lately i find myself letting go of things i cant believe in...words...thoughts...actions...from some ppl around me...made me stray away....they're not truths...i cannot make myself believe all those anymore...i dun have time to be naive at this point....i just can't...

When i need to make myself happy...i just imagine...or just go right out and do what i want...as long as i dun trouble anyone or create any trouble for myself...its all fine right...? So wats the fuss abt...? Y get on my case? accept me for who i am and i will do the same...just remember...we reap wat we sow...